{"id":8793,"date":"2020-05-03T17:27:49","date_gmt":"2020-05-03T21:27:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/?p=8793"},"modified":"2020-06-11T10:02:43","modified_gmt":"2020-06-11T14:02:43","slug":"backslide","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/2020\/05\/backslide\/","title":{"rendered":"Backslide"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know me. When I finish a painting, if I don&rsquo;t put it away I&rsquo;ll find something to fix or improve. Paintings never get finished that way. It&rsquo;s the deepest and rabbit-ity of all rabbit holes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"894\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020-733x1024.png?resize=640%2C894&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-8792\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=733%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 733w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=600%2C838&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=215%2C300&amp;ssl=1 215w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=768%2C1073&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=560%2C782&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=260%2C363&amp;ssl=1 260w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?resize=160%2C223&amp;ssl=1 160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?w=900&amp;ssl=1 900w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\"><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I finished this painting, <em>Phone Call on Main Street<\/em>, some time ago, but every time I look at it, I start arguing with myself. I have to fight the urge to pick up the brush.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"internal-linking-related-contents\"><a href=\"https:\/\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/2012\/10\/cleveland-museum-of-art\/\" class=\"template-2\"><span class=\"cta\">Read more<\/span><span class=\"postTitle\">Cleveland Museum of Art Opens Renovations<\/span><\/a><\/div><p>This morning I lost (won?) the argument and <em>improved<\/em> what needed improving. I worked on it for an hour before starting on today&rsquo;s planned work. Who knows if I&rsquo;ll go down this road again? But when I put down my brush, my eye was finally satisfied. It&rsquo;s the only way I know how to do it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know me. When I finish a painting, if I don&rsquo;t put it away I&rsquo;ll find something to fix or improve. Paintings never get finished that way. It&rsquo;s the deepest and rabbit-ity of all rabbit holes. I finished this painting, Phone Call on Main Street, some time ago, but every time I look at it, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":61,"featured_media":8792,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[346,6,24,19,343,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8793","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-main-street","category-paintings","category-shop_talk","category-studio","category-turpentine-diaries","category-vermilion_oh"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/studio-05-03-2020.png?fit=900%2C1257&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8257,"url":"https:\/\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/2019\/02\/murder-on-brushes\/","url_meta":{"origin":8793,"position":0},"title":"Murder on brushes","author":"Tom Hudson","date":"February 2, 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"The first session with my new painting, Fork, mangled a new brush. 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I plan several more paintings around the same theme. I'm still not satisfied with parts of it so until I am, I'll keep at it.","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Paintings&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Paintings","link":"https:\/\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/category\/paintings\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/studio-2016-4-24-c.jpg?fit=600%2C609&ssl=1&resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/studio-2016-4-24-c.jpg?fit=600%2C609&ssl=1&resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/studio-2016-4-24-c.jpg?fit=600%2C609&ssl=1&resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":8220,"url":"https:\/\/thomasparkerhudson.com\/wordpress\/2019\/01\/turpentine-diaries-1-6-2019\/","url_meta":{"origin":8793,"position":2},"title":"Turpentine diaries 1\/6\/2019","author":"Tom Hudson","date":"January 6, 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"This morning I finished the first painting of 2019, Along 4th Street. Today's session was the 14th with this painting, which is par for a painting of this size, 40\"x 50.\" The finished 'Along 4th Street'. 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